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[11 Oct 2009|11:40am] |
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Well its def. been an interesting year, seems like I only update this thing once a year now hahaha. I have grown so much this past year and to say the things I have been through would only touch the surface of what I have realized in this past month or so. I have learned what really does matter to me in this crazy world. Yea there are things we can live without in life and well there are others we just cant live without. I also feel like I have been re awakening, like someone shook me so hard and said WAKE UP!!! Not on a responsible end but more of an emotional sense. You know how someone tells you the only way you truly learn is to experience the good and the bad? Well, it really does make sense. For me to have everything I have and been through so many obstacles and situations in my life, I feel like this is another, another chapter in my life that will make me who I am for years to come. My look on life has changed. I want to be able to take care of someone, forget about the stupid bullshit that surrounds everyone's else's life, get back the basics, enjoy the simple things from life. When I think about when I was truly happy, it was simple things, it was the joy of laughing about stuff that didn’t even make sense, or hanging out with my friends and just sharing the company of the person you love. Being able to not think, but just act, act how you felt in the moment and then realize so this is it? This is what makes me happy? I need to hold onto to that, forever, and never let go, because if you can find happiness, then its worth it, and anything that’s worth that feeling is worth fighting for, no matter how many hurdles you have to jump to reach it.
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[01 Jan 2009|10:04am] |
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It really was a long time since my last entry. lol I knew it! 2008 was insane so much change everywhere. It was a good change, I am on my own now love my job my friends my girlfriend. Everything is really good. For some reason though I have this immense amount of emptiness. I don't know if it cause I lost touch with one of my good friends or the band basically falling apart or maybe just dealing with this new Andrew. He's been through a lot over this past year, but is more determined than ever to do even more and better things in 2009.
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[22 Dec 2007|09:30am] |
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man its been a long time, well lifes been going good. been working at gamestop for a while got a management position, tiffani and i are doing great, she rules and finally were recording with Cory spotts, Niles is on the drums, and it rules pretty hard. the drum tracks came out huge I cant wait to start tracking guitars. we just still gotta think of a band name. I prbly wont update this for a long time again so to everyone have a merry xmas and happy newyear!
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[11 May 2007|07:33pm] |
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wow the halo 3 beta fucking rules.
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[08 Dec 2006|06:54pm] |
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i have a blow gun so watch yourselves because the vietcong is gonna fuck your shit up
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[02 Nov 2006|07:18pm] |
ALL MY LIFE CONSITS OF NOW
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[19 May 2006|07:17am] |
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today is my last day of highschool : /
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[15 Mar 2006|11:13pm] |
new jfac track
www.myspace.com/jobforacowboy
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[29 Dec 2005|01:30pm] |
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well im off for tour in about 30 mins just wanna say i love you all <33333
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[25 Dec 2005|08:59am] |
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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! <3333333333333
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